Quite honestly...i don't know exactly what it is...i just know, he got it from drinking...and that he doesn't have much time left. =( I'm honestly "blank" right now. I don't know what to feel...if i should like cry...or call him...I'm just......here. Starring at this computer screen.
Has anyone ever had a family member die...and NOT KNOW HOW TO FEEL? Am i freaking normal right now? Shouldn't i be, UPSET?! Seriously. WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME.
I just googled "cirrhosis of the liver".
I think i feel nauseous.
What is cirrhosis?Cirrhosis is a condition in which the liver slowly deteriorates and malfunctions due to chronic injury. Scar tissue replaces healthy liver tissue, partially blocking the flow of blood through the liver. Scarring also impairs the liver’s ability to
- control infections
- remove bacteria and toxins from the blood
- process nutrients, hormones, and drugs
- make proteins that regulate blood clotting
- produce bile to help absorb fats—including cholesterol—and fat-soluble vitamins